This week was a normal same old same old week. Boring ttm as usual. Today had to go Changi Chapen and Museum for History project with Deiver and Liuwie. We agreed to meet there at 9.30am but eventually only met at 11am, due to someone oversleeping...arg hum....HAHA! Wah it was quite crazy cos we weren't allowed to take pictures and so we had to copy everything out on paper. It was totally epic with us using our phones and foolscaps to take down like important quotes by people who survived the Changi Prison as well as information on Changi Prison itself. Just a couple of hours ago I got to catch up with the peeps from Kumyan! :) It was really great to see most of them again and it was a nice time of catching up. After a somewhat early dinner at KAP, we went to MGS to watch their drama night play 'A Little Murder'. It was spectacular although I didn't get to see Anna perform as she had performed the night before. Well I also hoped to catch up with Chrissy and like ask her how she's doing that kinda thing. But it never happened. I dunno, maybe I'm just too afraid to talk to her? Or maybe I'm just a big Jerk for posting that thing on her wall and ruining our friendship till the point of no return? I guess its gone so low that it can't get lower than this and from the looks of it, its probably gonna stay this way. However hope is what keeps me going, hope that things will turn out for the better some day. I know hope is not enough but thats all I have right now, and possibly all I can do.
Dear God, please help me, I really dunno what to do now. I really wish that things would turn out alright but at the rate its going, it looks like this will never happen. What must I do to make things right? Or has it reached the point of no return? The bible says that love is patient, but how long must I be patient for? I really wish you could give me an answer. Amen.
And maybe someday we'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now
