Wah! This week was spammed with doing IHS coursework. Sian deadlines all pushed back such that it clashed with other deadlines...Whats more pissing is Joel takes super long just to do his part of the essay. It takes him freaking 10 hours just to write 500 words!!! Thats like 50 words an hour!!! I really wonder why it takes 1 hour just to write 50 words?!?!? Hopefully he prints out everything we have cos tmr is the file check and I really wants those marks. Wah its seriously quite pissing when your project partner is damn slow....cmon man 50 words in an hour?!?!? You've gotta be kidding me right... Oh well on the brighter side; MY O'LEVEL 听力 IS OVER! THAT MEANS O'LEVEL CHINESE IS FINALLY OVER! TIME TO SLACK DURING CHINESE CLASS!!! WOOT! Haha yes Chinese for me is technically done for the year, muahahaha :P Its good to know after 3.5 years of secondary school Chinese that I can finally take a break from that dreaded subject. Whats even better is that if I get A2 or A1 for my Chinese O'level, my final year Chinese marks will become a 7 and I won't have to take the paper! Swee la! HAHA :)
I wish I could talk to you like you do with your other friends. You told me you've gotten over that stupid thing I did, but I know it won't change what I did and it'll probably ruin this friendship forever. But I know I still have hope for it to be better and faith that God will tell me as whether to continue waiting patiently or just give up. I know I don't want to give up but if it really is God's will, then I guess I'll just have to move on.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11
